this few days so stress.. x'( 我好辛苦.. but i got no1 to voice out to.. sad rite?? yea i know.. duhh.. but 算了.. dun feel like saying anymore.. dunno leh.. somehow got a feeling i stress myself mentally too much le.. i tend to tear so easily until i somehow feel that this isn't me.. prolly is also due to my personality ba..
remember when i was young, daddy used to call me 汉堡包 because i cry so easily.. haha.. thinking back.. i really miss my childhood.. no stress, no worries and etc.. was listening to 少年 by 曹格 & 光良.. out of a sudden when it gets into the chorus part.. i cried.. it goes
"那是我们都回不去的从前, 幸好还可以坚持当时的信念, 世界尝试改变, 当初的那个少年.. 那是我们都回不去的从前, 当你站在那个夏天的海岸线, 我们还是心里面, 那个偏执的少年".. really meaningful.. i think i really change too much le.. until i can no longer recognise myself.. i dunno what i really wan.. im indecisive.. my life is simply ruined by myself.. but luckily, theres still friends beside me.. a big thank you to u guys like dylan, ann, jeanie, jia ying, zoe and alot more.. *pardon me if ur name are not type out*
i will fight and win this battle against myself.. i will graduate NYP with a dip in BM.. i will become a chinese teacher eventually.. =) once again, a very big thank you to those around me.. u all rocks my world!!Labels: belief, faith
