haiz just woke up.. was feeling so
down and irritated.. in the morning.. i went over to kiddo place and give him tuition.. was bloody unlucky.. when i was at his doorstep bout to press the bell.. i heard a dog bark.. initially, i though it was just a random dog barking sound.. but to my suprise, the f**king dog ran towards me.. god damn it!
basically, majority of my friends knew the fact that im afraid of dogs due to childhood memories.. 4 german shepherds actually chase after a 5 year old girl.. which is me! OK! let me continue with the story.. when the damn dog came running towards me.. the 1st thing that came into my mind was to climb onto the door gate's rail.. so immediately i climb onto it.. as im wearing a skirt, i dint wanted to hang on to the gate's rail for long due to
IMAGE la.. but the stupid dog was attempting to jump up.. at that point i almost cried out.. but luckily the owner came and carried it away.. thank god! *phew*
so i went to on and with my lessons and met wei xiong for lunch at cafe cartel.. im amazed that WX loves
CAPSICUM!! *eWww* so i pass all my capsicum and 1/4 of pasta to him.. ^-^ thanks dude.. if not i really gotta wasted alot of my food.. =X den so we went home la.. the kind soul pei me walk until my hse downstair den he made a "U-turn" back to his home.. on the way, i told him bout the incident.. as usual, he mocked about it for 5 minutes but he tried to console me after that.. den the fella came up with an idea.. he told me, if next time a dog charge at me.. i should just give it a kick.. haha.. "thanks dude for making me laugh at my own stupidity"..
den.. as usual, reached home.. called
HIM told
HIM what happened.. guess what..
HE kept of
LAUGHING lor.. so.. i 'ren'.. den we were discussing bout dogs issue den as usual, he tired le.. so he when to slp.. not forgetting to mock at me once more.. as missy was already feeling lousy.. she was so piss with HIM!!
As i really got a phobia for dogs, i tend to break down very easy.. so as usual, i lie on bed and started crying.. seriously, i not pretending or trying to gain sympathy.. is just that the 4 german shepherds had left a huge impact on me.. u guys cant never understand what i have been through.. okay.. enough of it.. so i kept on crying until i fell asleep.. but after my shower.. i felt better.. x)
can some1 help me to overcome my phobia?? haiz.. x(